I desperately want to get married because I can no longer control my desire for marraige any more and i fear of commiting zina.

I am a 23 year old mature woman , I desperately want to get married because I can no longer control my desire for marraige any more and i fear of commiting zina. My parents do not care about me getting married or not and they do not look for proposals and no proposals come for me. I pray and cry to Allah so much everyday and I read darood sharif and and sura yasin. Will this be enough to get me married, without my parents looking for purposals for me, will Allah still answer my prayers. I cannot confront my parents about my feelings because they will they will kill me they will say I have no shame in my eyes. I have no one to turn to except Allah - If i just pray to him will this be enough for me to get a good husband? I am also too sceard to look for purposals myself as this is sinn. what can i do, please help and advise me. how can i get married?